1:54 AM | Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i am useless.
i guess i am useless and lousy guy.i suck in everything.not good in anything.act in lots of things.i guess i learnt my lesson.i shall tell you people the truth.i don't know a lot of things.i just act out.drums,sorry sirbest and co.i don't know a single thing in instruments.nothing.don't ever tell me to join you all in jamming sessions anymore.let me learn piano first i guess.i lied in lots of things.but i somehow forget what it is.i am weak,i cry easily.like what i am doing now,i guess i am a really emotional guy.i thought i know a lot in floorball,but i guess no.i only know one trick as a player.two tricks as a goalie.i am slow.i am big size.but what can i do,thats what god wants me to be here.i get bullied by you people easily,but so?did i care?i carried on to be you people friends.your bad remarks hurts me,but so what?i carried on to become your friend.i get beaten up for some thing i find it important,but yet nobody cares.nvm,i don't feel like saying anymore.i guess this post somehow not much people will care.they will somehow continue to read and they don't care.if thats the way,i can't do anything else anymore.its my life.i gotta accept it.but its too late now.no place that far.